i've been spending a lot of time thinking about body modification lately. Anything we do to our bodies to change them is a modification. Losing weight, building muscles, piercings, dyeing hair, cutting it. Some we do for ourselves or at least fool ourselves into thinking it's really for us and not for a partner we want to attract or keep interested. Some we do because our partner has asked us to do them.
So why would i do it? Because he asks and because i want to.
i wonder if people who have what i consider to be extreme body modifications like split tongues etc. would consider induced lactation to be too extreme.
Life is strange, it's strange the things i do now, the things i'm interested in. They're things that would have sent me screaming just a few years ago. i've learned a lot and changed a lot.
Last night Alan read the Ceremony of the Roses, we might do it. It's a very intense D/s ceremony, it means more than a collaring it's like a wedding and collaring combined. But, Alan has never collared me, i'm not sure he would. Or should he? Since i already wear one collar can i wear another? In many ways i am already collared to Alan. Being married to him, living with him day in and out.. we're as close to 24/7 as we're going to get with kids in the house. These are things to talk with him about.
At any rate. i have class soon.
