I am such a fuck-up and a failure. I've taken probably ten steps
backwards and I don't think I'll get them back. He says I can earn the
right to be posted on his profile but how do I do that? By what? Not
bothering him? Not texting? Not asking him to visit or play? It
hurts..it just plain fucking hurts and there's not a blessed thing I can
do about it. I'm going to lose him because I can't change, I'm not any
kind of anything.
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