Sir and I had a very productive conversation tonight. I'm feeling more positive about our relationship than I have in a long time. I'm hopeful that we will have resolved our differences by Xmas.
Live in the now, not the way you think it should have gone. I've been acting like Sir's girlfriend instead of like his sub, which is what I am. I've never been his girlfriend and it's high time I make peace with that. I've been devaluing myself and my position. As if being his submissive is less than. I am the one and only submissive he's had. That is pretty important. It's a unique place in his life and it's mine.
I'm not "just" anything. I'm his submissive.
I need to value myself for that and more.
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