This weekend Alan and i went to a play party together. It was his first time meeting the group and playing in front of anyone else. We both had a great time. Mistress J helped him beat and torture me. It was great fun and i think they worked very well together. We played for a very long time which was awesome.
Alan and i were fairly inseperable the rest of the night, he sat on the couch and i sat curled on the floor in front of him, snuggling against his leg. That was our aftercare and it was perfect for me. i didn't have any sub drop. Alan, i think, did have some Dom drop but he did get to a really intense head space that he's never been in before so it's not surprising. i went to bed with him last night and cuddled with him because he said he needed it. i was more than happy to do that for him. i do like to take care of my men.
It was interesting at the play party when we were introducing ourselves. For the first time i said outloud that i belong to Alan and to Mark. i do belong to them both, it still blows my mind sometimes. i have two wonderful men and they both love me.
