Sir wants changes in my personality.. so I'm making them. However, I'm afraid I'll lose some of "me" and it makes me angry to think about that. How do I hold onto "me" yet, let go?
The "new me" has very little to say so far. Just pleasantries and benign subjects sure to be safe and not stir up any arguments. However, I've used up all of today's pleasantries in less than half an hour. I don't know how this will work long term.
I don't understand how this will be beneficial to our relationship.
One can only hope that it will work out and eventually the "new me" will settle in and won't feel awkward when chatting with Sir.
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