Friday, June 17, 2005

MindF*cks

I'm sitting here in the midst of prepping myself for Master. I started last night with painting my toenails, today I put on a clear coat. As soon as that's dry I'll head upstairs for a shave.

Why, you ask? Well, it's simple. We're in the middle of a possible mindf*ck or not. Yesterday Master came home from work and declared he was in alpha male mode and I'd better be careful. Yeah, if we know anything about me we know that, that would be the time that I'd be extremely careless. I love playing with Master when he's in that mindset. He gets all brutal and growly and it just turns me on.

So, after a little conversation he told me to head upstairs with him. I headed into the bathroom to relieve my bladder and when I came out he was nude. I was definitely thrilled at this site. *shiver* He then had me strip and bent me over the end of the bed where he proceeded to spank my behind. The whole time he talked about pictures of me that he'd printed out and shared with a friend of his earlier in the week and how the friend very much enjoyed them. Then he began to talk about how he was going to let the friend use me.

He continued to talk about this throughout the spanking and while he f*cked me, asking me if I liked being used like that, reminding me that I am his and can be used like that if he chooses. I whimpered in response. It's difficult for me to give in and admit that I'm his wanton slut and, if he so desires, someone else's wanton slut. I don't know why this is because I'm quite comfy with my sexuality and with my sexual appetites.

Later on in the evening Master left me an e-mail about how I need to be freshly shaved because he won't share a "prickly pussy", as he puts it, with his friend. So, here I am, making preparations so that I'm ready for whatever he has planned. Part of me would like to doubt that he really will give me to his friend but I also know just how much he enjoys seeing me with others. Then again, I also know how much he likes to play with my mind. All I can really do is go with it and be prepared for anything. I knew what he was about when I begged for and accepted his collar.

2 comments:

mija {SKR} said...

meow sounds like fun. I hope you have a nice time. you will have to tell us alllllllll about it*giggles*
huggggggggggggs
((smoooooooches))

Joy said...

Well, I'm still waiting to see what comes of it all. We were fairly vanilla this weekend. I think that since it was his only weekend off in the past two weeks, he needed to catch up on sleep more than anything else.