Tuesday, May 31, 2005

Down

I'm a little down today. I'm starting a temp job tonight and I'll work 3-11 Monday through Friday. It means I won't see Master during the week. I don't like that one bit. I wish they could have worked out a part-time deal for me.

I'm feeling really apprehensive about going to work tonight. I'm concerned about the drive there and back and I'm concerned about the pain I'm going to feel after sitting for 8 hours straight. I'm always a bit nervous about meeting new people before a new job, I hate that part. I'm also nervous about doing a good job and not looking like a total nitwit.

I think the hardest part of this is knowing that I won't get to see Master until the weekend. We'll be down to communicating by phone and by e-mail. It will be a lot like a long distance relationship yet we'll be living in the same house. It's really odd to think about.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

hugs...you're in my thoughts.

:)

Joy said...

*hugs*
Thank you. As it turns out, Master decided that I should put off working until next week as he's working some really crazy hours this week.

He's also decided that we've been unrealistic in thinking that I should, or could, work full-time. So, I'm now waiting for a part-time assignment and am looking at other opportunities.

I just wish there were some good work-at-home jobs in my area. That would solve everything. lol