Where did the contented slave go? I'd like to know.
It seems like this moody attitude has just descended upon me this afternoon from out of the blue.
I recognize this mood, this attitude and the resulting brattiness. I need to be hurt. The intensity of my need is overwhelming. I could scream I'm so frustrated. Last weekend when we had the opportunity to play but Master took it easy on me because my back had been hurting. I am thankful he is concerned for my well-being really I am. I just wish my back hadn't been hurting so that we could have played as intensely as he'd suggested we would do.
I know I'm focusing on the wrong things, my focus belongs on Master, on serving him and being pleasing for him. Being a bratty little beast isn't going to be pleasing to anyone.
I need to lay this at his feet and let it go.
